was super good! As always of course. Eric has never been hotter, and Alcide is the best thing that has ever happened to this show since Eric. Alexander Skarsgard+Joe Manganiello=The best tv show ever. Okay so a few things: This vampire guy that slept with Tara and took the body of the dead guy Jessica killed is a weirdo, and I don’t like him. Also, did anyone notice that Bill’s wife was Lindsay from The O.C.? Or at least I think she was… Okay also, If stupid annoying Lorena isn’t actually dead this time, I’m going to scream, because I HATE HER. She needs to go away, and Jason needs to get over the fact that he shot Eggs and become a cop because it would be hilarious. Sookie needs to get on Alcide while she has the chance because THAT MAN IS HOT STUFF. I have missed him so much since he hasn’t been on One Tree Hill. And once Sookie and Alcide have a little one time thing her and Eric need to HURRY UP AND FALL MADLY IN LOVE. Thank you. That’s all I have to say.
For two days at least. And then I leave for somewhere else, but NOW THAT I’M HOME, I’m going to watch True Blood because I have been dying not being able to watch Joe Manganiello on it! ERIC AND ALCIDE HERE I COME!!!!!!!
I have spent the last 3 days in a house in the woods by a lake in upstate New York with no cell phone service, internet, or pretty much any ounce of civilization. IT WAS HELL. I’m in Boston now with a faint internet connection that could give out at any moment, and I seriously hope it doesn’t. I am so deprived. Yes, I’m aware I sound like a spoiled brat, California girl, but to be honest, that’s sort of what I am. I’m not super spoiled, and not really a brat, but when I get into situations like this, I panic. I never thought I would be so embarrassing as to cry myself to sleep every night while we were staying there, but I did. It was just SO QUIET and SO DARK and I couldn’t stand it! Thankfully, we are in a normal city now with like, people, and buildings… But seriously. I almost died. Which is totally embarrassing for me to admit, but it’s true. And I can’t vent to anyone so here I am, venting to you.
And the final tally for the year is: 3 A’s and 3 B’s.
I am so disappointed in myself right now, I can’t even begin to explain. I don’t know how it happened. I mean, a B in chemistry is fine with me because I have never struggled in a class so much before, and it’s a high B! An 88 which is okay with me. But how? HOW did i get a B in English? And how did getting a high B on the final bring my grade from an 87 to an 85? Does that make sense to anyone? NO. Also, a B in history??? I had an 88 going into the final and I got OVER 100 PERCENT ON THE FINAL and it only brought my grade up to an 89. WHAT THE HELL. I just can’t even comprehend this nonsense. Thankfully, I know I did good on my state exams which means that I can bring in those scores and my history teacher will raise my grade 3 percent making it an A! But, even looking at it like this for now, it grossing me out. I just realized how nerdy I sound right now, but Berkley and NYU will not tolerate anything less than straight A’s.
ARE SO ANNOYING. Okay so, first flight gets delayed almost 2 hours, stressing me out the whole time that I’m not gonna make my connecting flight, now, my connecting flight is delayed TWO HOURS and its like 11 in New York, so there is nothing to eat. GOOD I LIKE THIS. Mhmmm. Yay. Wahoo. At least there is free internet but still, I AM SO ANNOYED. Plus, I’m by myself so I have nobody to talk to. Only by a miracle there will be a hot teenage/early twenties boy that will sit next to me, oh look here comes someone! NOPE. Just a nerdy old man probably attracted to me because I am on a computer. Somebody please save me. If only I had enough money, I would just take a cab into the city…
Thank goodness. It’s going to be over. And then I hop on a plane and get out of here for a while. The only thing that sucks is, I don’t know if I will have internet, but I’m bringing my laptop anyway because well… I need Doyle (my laptop’s name). Anyways, I’m going to attempt to sleep. And dream about getting an A on my math final and an A in spanish, or even better, not having to take the spanish final. THERE IS THAT LITTLE CHANCE. Okay, goodnight. Dream about this:
The dreaded word. These stupid things are KILLING ME. I got a B on my English final, giving me a B in the class, which makes me so incredibly pissed off, it’s not even funny. I need straight A’s if I’m gonna get into Berkley, and not just Berkley, but pretty much anywhere these days. A valedictorian doesn’t get a 4.0 gpa, but a 5.0 now. It’s unfair, it’s SO HARD, and I have never been so stressed in my life. I have been studying non-stop for chem and history tomorrow, and I have a wonderful mom who has been quizzing me all night. Those are my two borderline A grades that need to be A’s. They need to. 2 days. 2 days and then it’s off to summer. But, who am I kidding? Summer isn’t summer when it’s filled with a reading assignment, and AP US assignment due the day you walk into class or you get kicked out. Also, summer isn’t summer when all I am going to be thinking about is getting all my creative, action, and service hours done for IB. I mean, technically I don’t need to be done until I pretty much graduate, but I would like to get a lot done. And more than necessary, I want to go to Berkley, or really dreaming, NYU. NYU would be my ultimate dream come true. That’s what I’m aiming for, the best. Doing my best to not stress, and not totally freak out to the point where I give up, I want this, it’s just a lot. But hey, at least if I totally follow through, not only could I possibly be accepted to my dream school, but get to wear a gold gown at graduation instead of looking like a giant piece of poop in brown.